Blame the holiday hype... Blame the eggnog... Blame the disappointment of bad gifts...
Just don't blame yourself.
There is something sad about our self-imposed busy holiday season. It's as if we are trying to ward off the January doldrums by expending as much energy as possible before the year ends.
I think us middle aged people have earned our boredom. Wait until you've experienced (and can still remember) 50+ years of holidays come-and-go. There's remarkably very little that can surprise us or keep our attention.
This December I walked Fifth Avenue and 60th Street three separate times, but not once did I bother to glance at the famous tree or even look at the expensive shop windows.
I know: that IS sad!

Does getting older mean you no longer get excited? Is boredom what I have to look forward to from now on?
Boredom is defined as "the state of being weary and restless through lack of interest" (I looked it up in the Merriam-Webster dictionary just to make sure that was what I was feeling).
I can relate to the "restless" part, but, gosh, I'm fighting off the "being weary" - it sounds so defeated.
Yawn. Pardon me, I'm boring even myself today...
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